Showing posts with label Leonie Casanova. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Leonie Casanova. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I wanted New York...

Apart from the awesome music and voice, I am head over heels in love with the lyrics. It sums up my present feelings. If not entirely, partially at least. I would gladly run without shoes in the rain to catch paper planes and a Pollock's splashed on my wall might just give character to my room. :) :)




I wanted nothing
I wanted it all

I wanted green
not yellow leaves
In the fall

I wanted sugar
But I don't do sweet

I wanted a simple talking
boy with philosophy

I wanted New York
I dreamed of Berlin

I ran with no shoes in the icy rain
to catch paper planes

And I don't know how 
I got lost here now

So I close my eyes 
for a slow surprise

I prayed with a gypsy
I slept with a saint

I wanted a Pollock's splashed 
on my wall without any paint

I looked for a feeling
I only found numb.

I put out a welcome mat at my door 
so no one would come

I wanted New York
I dreamed of Berlin

I ran with no shoes in the icy rain
to catch paper planes

And I don't know how
I got lost now

I just close my eyes 
for a slow surprise

I waited for Christmas
without all the lights

I rolled up a snow-pot of jokes
I'm too scared of heights.

I wanted New York
I dreamed of Berlin

I ran with no shoes in the rain
to catch paper planes

And I don't know how
I got lost now

Don't tell me to close my eyes
when there's no surprise

I wanted New York
I dreamed of Berlin.

- I Wanted New York - Leonie Casanova -

Sunday, May 30, 2010

In a Daze...

The week went by in a blur. I have hardly been home this week. Okay, except for this bit where I am trying to blog about the week. Despite being a blur, it was a great week. 

It started of with an examination. Nothing good about that. Well maybe one bit, it was not as bad as I thought it would be. Nevertheless, it was still bad. Moving on, Sam and myself put ourselves through Shutter Island. We were suppose to relax after the ming boggling exam. And it was a clear wrong choice. We went ahead with it and went to bed feeling all confused as to what we might have just witnessed. I still loved it! Confusion is not my forte, neither is Clarity. But Martin Scorsese is definitely a favorite. On that note, I recommend all to watch this movie. The background score might mislead you, but it is no way a horror film. It is all about what you perceive and if what you percieve is what it really is. No worries, clarity is out the window when you are done watching the film.

The next day I decided to relax further with a book. I picked up Haruki Murakami's South of the Border, West of the Sun. If Shutter Island didn't mess with my mind enough, this guy made it worse. I am now a fan of Haruki Murakami. :-D This book was not his best as I have heard. It was one of his shorter novels compared to his other famous ones. His genre, similar to his other writings deals with lonliness, empathy, feeling of emptiness, and his take on the related issues. His works are usually fictional but they carry the vibes of a scene taking place right next door. It is that casual, belivable even. I was done with the book in 4 hours straight. I didn't have much to do, and the lonely guy in the novel with his thoughts on this other mysterious lady was just too captivating to put the book down. I was a little disappointed with the ending and the mystery behind the leading female character having ended without a completion. It was a massive void that really bothers me. Bothered, to be accurate.

The following day, the Professors somehow picked up our chill mode and dumped a ton load of assignments on us. Unfair! I know! Professors are the arch nemesis of Students. In some cases, Parents.

That was no way gonna deter us from doing what we intended to! I went shopping and bought me self a couple of dresses. I haven't shopped in a year. Realisation hit me real late. I ain't much of a shopper anyways.  So, it is normal in my case have a long hiatus between shopping sprees.

The day after the shopping, the dresses were put to some good use. I had the Shanghai Symphony Orchestra Performance to attend. We had some of the closest seats to the Orchestra. The concert included a cello solo, a Beethovan number and a really long German composition. I am assuming it was German for the Japanese singers who were performing that day sang German Opera. I didn't understand a single thing. Which made it worse for me to appreciate the song. Then again, the female Opera singer had a strong voice and my favorite for that day was the cello solo. It sat in well. :)

Walked to the newly revamped Bund, also known as the French Concession here in Shanghai. It was awesome! The skyscrapers were all lit up, the walkways were made to look like dams beneath them. The water from the Huang Pu River was sucked back in by some mechanism to pump it back into the River from the sides of the walkway. Sort of like a mini waterfall. It was really pretty. They added a couple of cafes around the river. It would be the ideal romantic getway. We friends, sat at one of the concrete structures near the river over looking the city skyline and chatted for a bit before heading off to take the ferry to the other side. On the other side, we repeated the same thing. Lol.. We sat chatted, laughed at the passer bys, battled the crowds and the locals who stalk us into buying their stuff. It was an awesome night. 

The crowds of Shanghai had increased significantly with the arrival of tourits for the recent World Expo - Shanghai. If the usual population is 20 million I fear to think of an appropriate figure right now. :s 

With that, I get back to "exhilarating" prepartion for the next set of examinations that awaits me.

I'm just trying to keep my
feet on the ground.
Trying to stop the sky
from falling down.

I can't speak cos 
I might say 
what I know I can't 
betray.

So tell me, 
tell me the way 
from here.

Tell me 
Please tell me
Don't say 
What I wanna hear.

- Tell Me - I Can't Think Straight - Leonie Casanova -

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Holy Daughter

I was dragged around 
and pummeled down 
and pushed into the water.

I was vilified 
and mortalized. 
This is baptism 
for holy daughter.

Through my smoke-filled eyes 
I recognized 
your smile amongst the jeering.

Then I knew I'd drown, 
I'd be swallowed down.
Cos my love, 
you were standing there cheering.

All I knew got washed right through and 
naked I was left there shaking.
All the twisted stares and knifing snares, 
they cut me up into tokens for taking.

As you circled down 
your malicious crowd, 
drew my blood into the water.

I would melt alone
I had lost my throne.
Is this baptism for holy daughter?

Not in such murky
Not in such murky
Not in such murky water

- Leonie Casanova - Holy Daughter - I can't Think Straight - 

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